Thresholds, supernovas & being powerful: why now is the time to go for it.

The breezes at dawn have secrets to tell you,
don’t go back to sleep!
People are going back and forth
Across the threshold where two worlds touch,
The door is round and open
Don’t go back to sleep!

The deep bass of his thrumming voice is coming through the speakers as he reads a poem by Rumi, which I had long forgotten was one of my favorites.

We are at a threshold, he says, as he continues to give me the planetary prediction for the week.

……

Thresholds are difficult.
They are a tight squeeze.
A temporary pressure point of contraction.

Our ears have a sound threshold.
When we reach that sound-wave threshold, we experience discomfort in the ear canal.

Pain has a threshold.
We can withstand a certain amount of pain, physically, but when we reach the threshold of our pain, it becomes uncomfortable and difficult to bear.

Thresholds are uncomfortable.

We are at a threshold, I say to myself, over and over again.

…..

The night before, I fell asleep at 9pm.
After 4 weeks in the intensive care unit of a hospital, visiting my grandfather every day.
Witnessing him at the threshold of his patience with an excruciating illness that took away his ability to move even his eyelids.

Holding space.

At the threshold of my own ability to hold that space, I had cried.
It was over something stupid. A tiny technical issue with a Facebook ad.
But I knew as the bold, round tears were falling down my face…
I wasn’t really crying about the Facebook ad.
I wasn’t really crying about the massive migraine throbbing in my ears.

I was at the threshold.

…..

People are going back and forth
Across the threshold where two worlds touch

I repeat those words to myself, over and over again as my eyes close and I fall into a watery slumber.

…..

I wake up the next morning, feeling as if I had stepped into a new world.
The heaviness I had been feeling lifted completely.

There is an electricity in the air.

The door is round and open, I hear him say in my head.

I have 4 calls with clients.
Call after call, I am left amazed.

As we deepen in our sessions and drop into their souls, they are channeling when they previously could not channel. They are writing full blown manifestos after being stuck in writer’s block for months. They are crying as they feel their hearts open wider than they ever knew was possible.

Every session ends early. Every. Single. One.
The downloads are coming so quick, we don’t need a full hour anymore.

Something is happening.

I remember, a long time ago, speaking with a gifted intuitive. I remember how she told me,
Everything is quickening. Our evolution is speeding up.

In the 1990s, astronomers studying exploding stars – supernovae – in galaxies far away discovered that the universe’s expansion was accelerating.

…..

Envision who you want to be in five years, I say to the women in my mastermind.

Now that you’ve done that, tell me, why aren’t you being “her” right now?
Who do you need to be right now in order to be her–not in five years–but NOW? I ask.

I ask myself the same question.
I feel a strong current of power move through me and settle in my belly.

…..

I remember.

I remember how I learned that it was not safe to be powerful around my mother.
She had to be the most powerful.
If I showed up fully in my power, I would take up too much space.
That might merit a good slap across the face or the whizzing of a belt through the air.

Power was dangerous.

I learned to be just powerful enough.
I learned to take up less space.

Deep down I knew that if I really unleashed the full power of who I am it would be a force.
It would be a supernova.

I was terrified about what that power could do.

Supernovas are nuclear-level explosions.
They destroy planets. Rip holes in the fabric of time.
Sometimes they even create black holes.

But they are also the birthplace of new stars.
They are the ultimate breeding ground for life.

You’re so afraid that in your full power you’ll become a
black hole. But even black holes generate light
as they rip what no longer serves apart.

It is even theorized that black holes are portals to new worlds.

…..

A new alter ego is born in me.
Her name is DivaStar.
She loves fashion.
She dares to dress up like a supermodel, even though she is a size 14.

She says no, without explanation.
She sets her boundaries without the slightest twinge of fear.

She has a personal assistant. She has specially made meals delivered to her house.
She charges almost double what she charges right now.

I order the meals. Put an ad up for the assistant.
The prices go up on all of my programs that afternoon on my website.

I sit on an airplane that afternoon and the man next to me acts annoyed that I am taking up part of the armrest, which he seems to think is only his.

Normally, I shrink.
What if he thinks I’m the fat girl on the plane who takes up too much space?

DivaStar proudly sits in her seat feeling sexy as hell.
She sits on that damn plane like a star.
Her arm stays on that armrest the entire flight.

It is not a power struggle.

She takes up all her rightful space.

…..

People are going back and forth
Across the threshold where two worlds touch,
The door is round and open.

We are at a threshold, my love.
A big one.

The truth is, there is something going on energetically.
A portal has opened.

The door is round and open.

This portal is the entrance to a new world.
A world where we own the power that we are.
A world where we make the decisions in our lives and our work like the woman we have always wanted to be in five years, NOW.

And, as I saw in my sessions with clients on the day this portal opened, there is great assistance right now from the unseen realms for those who dare to step over the threshold into the new world.

For those who dare to take up the space they are here to take up.
For those who dare to take hold of their dreams now.
Not in 5 years.
Now.

And we are on the threshold of that portal.

People are going back and forth
Across the threshold where two worlds touch

We have two options.

Step across the threshold where the two worlds touch, into the new world.
Or step back and go back to sleep.

There is no staying at the threshold.
Remember, thresholds are uncomfortable.
We can’t stay at a threshold.
It’s either forward or back.

I understand how scary it is. I am there. I am stepping across the threshold and watching my feet walk on grounds I have never seen before. I hear the little voice of my ego telling me it is afraid.

What if this all goes horribly wrong?

…..

When we set our minds to expansion and set out to overcome the internal obstacles to our next level of greatness, there is always a period of discomfort.

Your ego wants to quit and go back to what used to feel “easy” to you and “lighter.”

Your ego, invested in comfort instead of growth, starts to convince you that the work you are doing is not for you anymore. It wants you to stop. You’re at your comfort threshold.

And then there are the fears.

What if I become too powerful? What if I become the black hole?

Black holes are not to be feared. They are the threshold to other worlds.

And like a supernova, all that expands must first contract. That contraction raises your threshold for discomfort. And suddenly you are greater than you ever were. You can hold space for more. You are stronger.

You are the woman you wanted to be in five years, now.

Those voices in your head that tell you to walk backwards at the threshold are a clever ruse from your ego. Because your ego doesn’t like expansion. It can only tolerate so much.

Your ego has a threshold, too.

What you need to be doing is looking within to face your resistance and your fear head on.

You won’t be ripped apart in the black hole of the discomfort you feel as you approach your previous threshold for expansion.

Instead, what you’ll find is that once you’ve promised your soul you will honor her by stepping into the new world she call you to, going back to sleep will not have the good taste in your mouth that your ego promised you.

Your sleep will not be restful anymore.

Easy, light, comfortable–that is sometimes a misguided siren song inviting you to unknowingly crash upon the sharp, dangerous rocks of your ego.

If you care about your great work in the world, I implore you to cover your ears and hold steadfast to what your soul originally asked you for.

Step across the threshold into your greatness, now.

The portal has opened. There is much unseen assistance for those who are willing to step across the threshold into the new world their soul is calling them to.

There has never been a better time to do this than now.
…..

You must ask for what you really want,

Don’t go back to sleep!

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